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Hi Jeff,
Meaning you are now busy in your research. But
anyway, that's a good work because you don't feel
boredom, you keep yourself busy. About me here, I am
also busy in my training, it is purely physical
activities. But at least I learned new knowledge in pork
production under American system. If I could find
another job, I want to work to agency helping other
people by giving relief goods like RED CROSS, at least I
help other people in need. If I die, I want to be
remembered by other people because of my good deeds.
Okey I will visit your website so that I can read
your books.
You mentioned that you have girlfriend in the
Philippines. How old is she now? Just in case you met
again, she might have a husband and also have kids, and
you too have also wife and kids. So, you are no longer
be a lovers again because both of you have own family.
Let me go back to Thanksgiving. I have interesting
story to tell you. Did you hear the news that after
Thanksgiving, the following day is Black Friday, there
was employee of Wal-Mart in New York City was dead
because of the violent reaction of their customers? The
said employee was trampled by their customers, resulting
to his death. When hearing this news, I don't really
imagine the behavior of Americans. They yelled to the
wal-mart employees because they were not permitted to
shop because they have been informed that it's already
time to close the store, but still the customers forced
themselves to get inside to shop. One customer said
that they want to continue shopping because all of the
items are pretty cheap. My question to you Jeff is like
this. Inspite of how wealthy Americans are, why they
are still so much value the material things? I know
that you have lots of money, why they are still longing
much more? You can buy that anytime of the day if you
want because Americans have lots of money. It seems
like they don't care their character if it is destroyed
or not so long as they can get the material they want.
To kill a man for such a thing is not a good work!
Acquiring of wealth or material thing is not bad, don't
get me wrong. It is good. But the question is how you
acquire it. Is it in a wrong way or in a good way? And
it doesn't mean that if you are already wealthy, you
don't respect other people. You have to respect others
because all your blessings are from God.
Thanks!
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Antonio
Dear Antonio,
Thank you always for your letter.
First I will tell you about my girlfriend and me. I have never been
married and I have no kids. I met Tessie one day when a friend took me to
her house in Olongapo City. This was the first house that I have ever been
into in another country. A girl, Flora, walked into the room and looked
right at me and never stopped looking. Her mouth dropped open and she sat
down and kept staring at me. Then Tessie walked into the room and did the
exact same thing. Both girls just sat with their mouths open and stared at
me. I thought that this was very strange, like I looked funny or
something. Then Tessie's mom, Carmin, walked into the room and did the
exact same thing. No one said a word, they just all stared at me.
Finally, I asked what was wrong. Did I look strange or do something
wrong. Then Flora said that I looked exactly like Tessie's fiancé. Ok, I
could understand why they would look at me. Then Carmin asked me if I
wanted to see his picture. Of course I said. She brought me the picture
and it was a dead man laying in a coffin.
What happened was that the night before Tessie and her fiancé were to be
married, he had a big party with his friends. They all took some kind of
drugs and then got drunk. Her fiancé died from an overdose of drugs.
Tessie was pregnant, but didn't look like it at that time. Her and I became
very good friends. I was a friend of her whole family and we would go
places and go sailing and just do things together. Tessie was my friend and
her friend, also named Tessie, was my girlfriend, or lover as you would
say. My girlfriend wanted to marry an American for the money and when I was
out to sea, she would go out with other guys. I would never marry a girl
that was seeing me for money. At that time I made $270 per month plus $50
per month for sea duty pay. That's not a lot of money.
But Tessie and her family were always my friends and I miss her very much
and I actually fell in love with her. I had serious injuries, internally,
from an accident that I had a year before and there were problems that I
didn't know that I had. I had to sleep too much and I couldn't keep up with
life like other people could. I knew something was wrong, but the doctors
would spend fifteen seconds with me and then give me drugs for problems that
never existed. It is easy to just give a person drugs and tell them to
leave, then the arrogant doctor could say that he did his job and a good job
because he saw a lot of patients that day.
But, back to Tessie. I soon realized that she was pregnant and I knew
that my commanding officer would not allow me to marry her since it was not
my child. But we were never meant to be married anyway, we were just good
friends and our relationship was not a sex based relationship. I think of
her often and her little girl, Christina, is almost like my little girl.
Just last night I talked to my other girlfriend, Yuliya, who lives in
Northern Siberia. I never had sex with her, but I did kiss her once. She
has been my girlfriend since 2002 when I was doing a research project
through Siberia, going to the North Pole.
I live in a garage right now. I have no money to speak of. I still
don't have the heat turned on because it cost too much to heat my little
room, so I wear a heavy coat and pretend that I'm practicing my survival
techniques. My car is 23 years old, but still looks like new. I was once
told that whatever is given to you, is given to by God. What ever is taken
away from you, is taken away from the Devil. So if God walked up to me and
gave me a car, would I take care of it. You bet, my car looks almost like
new even today. If I let turn into rust, the devil is taking it away.
This leads right into the money thing and the Americans, but I will talk
about other things a little first.
A Japanese lady who has been my friend for over twenty five years now
told me some wise things. She said that a fortune is made in one generation
because a man would work super hard and save to make this fortune. The
children of this man see how hard their father worked and, being the second
generation, would maintain the fortune. The children of the third
generation never had to work, everything was rich and free to them anytime
they asked. They never experienced the efforts that their grandfather and
parents had to do to make and maintain the great fortune, so they just spend
everything like there is no end and they lose the fortune.
We are seeing this in the United States now. Money is more important
than anything, even life or the soul. Watch TV here and you will see that
the rich are making movies that are teaching sex, violence, cheating,
adultery, and everything that has no value. The devil is using the money
for this reason and he is using the TV.
I've studied psychological warfare for many years and I have looked at
how people lived and acted in other countries. When I went to Singapore I
looked at a super big grand building and a still grand, but a smaller and
less expensive building next door. I thought that the big building was the
Singapore Parliament building, but instead, it was the U.S. Embassy and the
smaller building next door was the Singapore Parliament building.
To me this was an insult to the people in Singapore. It was saying that
we are better and richer than you and we want you to know it. When I went
to the Philippines the American Navy Base was super beautiful and much
better maintained than any American base in the United States. Everything
on the base was perfect with fantastic flowers and gardens everywhere. When
we went to the movie theater, they played the pictures of the man landing on
the moon for ten minutes before the movie was played. At this movie, Tessie
said that the Americans are so smart. This was all psychological warfare by
the Americans against these other countries.
When a Philippino came from Olongapo City to the Navy Base, (Please
excuse my language) they had to cross "Shit River." The city of Olongapo
had no pollution controls and dumped raw sewage right into the river that
served as the boundary around the base. The city of Olongapo was very poor
and the Americans were all there giving their dollars for sex with the
Philippna women. I'm sorry, it makes me feel so sad and terrible that I'm
an American.
Once on the base everything was super rich. As I have said there were
beautiful flowers everywhere, the roads were perfect, everything was better
than real and much richer appearing than what you see here. I don't know if
you have ever been to Olongapo City or not, but it was the same in Angeles
City and even in Manila.
On the base I took sailboat lessons. My instructor was named Claire
Day. He was the best sailboat sailor that I have ever seen even to this
day. He was the manager of the recreational pier boat club and he made ten
pesos a day. Back then it was seven pesos to the dollar. The commander of
the pier said that he was making too much money and that he had to have a
pay reduction, so Claire quit. I knew Claire from another man and I brought
Claire onto the base to teach me how to sail the boat.
One day Tessie and her brother, Ramone, went sailing with me. I looked
at the charts at the pier before we went sailing and planned our route
around Subic Bay. But the commander didn't do his job and he didn't update
the charts to show that parts of the bay were off limits because of mine
sweeping operations in the area.
The three of us went sailing and we were right in the mine sweeping area
when a helicopter flew over pulling a long cable and a hydrofoil mine
sweeper. I waived at the pilot and he waived back. The winds were easy
that day so I was letting Tessie sail the boat. Suddenly the wind from the
helicopter blades hit us. The wind was about 100 mph and it blew us over.
Tessie was so scared that she didn't know what to do and I had to grab the
controls so that we didn't sink the boat.
When I got the boat upright, the mainstay cable broke and the mast and
boom went right into the water. Now we were in an emergency situation. We
had to be rescued and that is a long story. When we got back to the
recreational pier, the commander wanted me to pay $1000 for breaking the
mast. When I inspected everything, the only thing that was broken was the
bolt that held the mainstay cable to the boat and nothing was damaged. The
commander was making money by placing a grade three bolt where a grade eight
pin was required.
Do you see what I am getting at. The commander was making money on a
regular basis because he was cheating the sailors that he out ranked and by
making threats to them. I didn't care what rank an officer was, when he was
wrong, he was wrong. He was a thief.
One day I was on Shore Patrol Duty making me a police officer. I had to
go the San Megita Club on the base. I was sitting there and noticed that
the girls were exceptionally beautiful. There were a lot of girls working
in that club. When I asked one girl why all of the girls there were so
beautiful, more so than the clubs in Olongapo, she told me that the
commander had to hand pick them. He did this by having sex with every girl
before he would hire them, and then he would decide if they would work or
not. Money was the driving force for these girls to give up their soul for
the job. The commander was dishonest.
Back to the psychological warfare. Did you ever see a commercial on TV
here or anywhere. They are doing everything they can to convince you that
their product is the best and that you wanted it. When you go to a music
concert, the girls strip off their clothes to be with the singer. The TV
here is filthy, sexy and everything bad and it says that anyone who is smart
is a nerd. These advertisers and the TV producers are using psychological
warfare to say that we want sex, foul language and anything that the devil
wants us to think. They do this because of peoples natural attraction to
the beautiful and horrid.
By this I mean if you are driving down the street and see a beautiful
girl, do you look. Yes, even the preachers do. This is the natural
attraction that keeps the species alive. If you are driving down the
street and see a real bad car wreck would you look. Yes, we have a natural
attraction to the horrible things too. These attractions are so strong and
the movie producers know and use these things to attract huge crowds,
publicity and money. Did you ever see a good murder movie. How could there
ever be a good murder movie. How about a sexy movie that had no plot just
sex, how could this be entertaining. It's really not. There is really no
good in murder or watching others do sinful acts. Yet an article that I
just read about said that 60% of all of the money made with the media is
made on internet porn. The article said that this is more money than
Hollywood and TV and all of the ball games combined. These guys will kill
you and me for this money.
Look at the war in Iraq. Is it there to fight terrorism. Buy a video
called Zietgiest from Amazon.com and you will see that the World Trade
Center bombing was made right here in the United States. We did it to
ourselves so we can convince the world that we have the right to go Iraq to
steal all of their money and oil. Even our inspector that was over there
said that there were no weapons of mass destruction, so he was fired. This
is true. I remember the very day of 911 and just moments after the
airplanes struck the towers, there were explosions at much lower levels on
the twin towers, how did this happen. We did it for the psychological
warfare effects on the dumb American population so we can justify a war.
So America went to war with "Shock and Awe." We killed a million
innocent civilians in Iraq, we destroyed their infrastructure, their homes,
their roads, bridges and families. They have nothing. Now we are attacking
Afghanistan and now making attacks into Syria and Pakistan, bringing them
into the war. All of the time, the oil and weapons manufacturers are making
record profits. But the truth is that the Americans are the Terrorist. We
are in their country killing and robbing them and raping their women, and
both President Clinton and Bush said that they need our morals. What
morals. We are the terrorist, our TV are filthy, men are marrying men and
women, women. Look at the top 100 celebrities on the internet. The very
first picture that you would see would be our super stars with no underwear
on and their legs spread. It's true.
What about the games for sale at Wal Mart. Our people had psychological
warfare placed on them for so long that their brains are warped. They think
that owning a game, right now, is more important than anything. But look at
these games. Look at Grand Theft Auto. Grand Theft Auto teaches the kids
to "Grab a Gun, Steal a Car, and Kill a Cop." Why is this so important to
put into our kids minds, yet no political candidate ever spoke to our
country about it. It's because our lawyers are making money every time
there is a crime. And the lawyers charge a huge amount.
I work with prisoners on a regular basis. I took an oath to fight all
enemies, both Foreign and Domestic. I am now a Social Soldier and that's
why I always wear my Navy Hat. In the United States we have 5% of the
worlds population, and we have 25% of the worlds prisoners. Crime pays.
Security companies make money, Jails make money, Judges make money, Lawyers
make money, it's all about money, not truth and justice.
There are two criminals that I know. One has never worked a day in his
life. His family is super rich. One day he went to his ex girlfriends
house and she was there with her new boyfriend. This man broke down her
door, bit part of the mans ear off, bit parts of his body off and was going
to break his neck when a police officer put a gun to his head. When the
criminal went to court he told the judge to "Suck his Dick" Yet, his mom
paid the lawyer $160,000 and the criminal spent three months in jail for
home invasion and wanton endangerment.
A seventeen year boy that I have worked with, went into his uncles
unlocked house and stole a jar of change. He got a year in Prison. His
family had no money for a no good lawyer, a professional liar, to get him
out. Is there justice. No way.
Superman, who was just on TV, said Truth, Justice and the American way.
There is no truth or justice, but this is the American way.
Do you see what I am talking about and why killing a man for a game was a
normal thing.
In Chicago alone there were more than 400 murders just this year. In
Iraq there were about 270 soldiers killed. It's more dangerous to go to
Chicago, the city that I'm from and a place that we never locked the doors
forty five years ago when I lived there. Now you need double locks on the
doors and bars on the windows. And the lock companies and window bar
companies make money.
As a last thought, Look at the elections in America. There were hundreds
of millions of dollars spent on campaigns. But did Bob Barr or Ralph Nader
or the Black Lady, all presidential candidates come to the debates. No,
absolutely not. This happened in President Clinton's second election. He
did not allow Ross Perot or Ralph Nader to come to the elections. They were
not allowed. They were not even allowed to buy advertisement on the media.
A great man once said, control the media and you control the people. But if
we have a true democracy, all candidates would draw from a presidential
fund, equally. All candidates would have equal time on the media. The
election would be based purely on the candidates merit and not his ability
to get money from special interest groups.
On President Clinton's second election, he said, " This is our Debate,
not theirs." No, it's our debate, the people of the United States not the
Politicians debate. This is the day that the Politicians took over the
American Government and made a Mafia Run Dictatorship. But because of
psychological warfare, the people think that they voted for the president.
It's not true.
Sorry for such a long letter, but you had to see the truth and the answer
to your question, I hope that I have answered it. But, when I talk to WW2
Veterans and they tell me all about their war experience, they all start to
cry. But what did they fight for. They fought so the rich can become richer
and filthier and so the devil can take the final parts of the world, and it's
happening.
I hope that I didn't make you mad at me, but I hope that I made you mad at
the truth of America and that you will understand so many of the soldiers that
are coming home and saying that it is wrong for us to continue the war that was
built on lies.
Sorry that I had to tell the truth, the Lord is coming soon and these
things are all part of what has been written into the Bible and I'm telling
you the truth.
Your friend,
Jeff.
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